I went up to NY and did a big shoot with Aeirc Meredith-Goujon that involved being play pierced. Though that was a pain and a fucking half. Not only did it hurt but it hurt like a bitch and I may never do it again.

Sometimes I like to engage in the side of life that involves lots of scandal "gaspers" but it's not something I do frequently. I'm not a naked model though there is NOTHING wrong with the ladies and gents who are.


The getting pierced. Yes, ouch, it hurt. I lie to you not. It hurt. A lot. I hate when people go "needles don't hurt" because needles HURT. They are NEEDLES under your SKIN.
That and I had a bit of a scuffle with the girl doing the needles. She's a dominatrix named Sade so she misinterpreted my pain. In my case, pain means "that fucking hurts" not "oh yeah baby, lemme have it" no, not at all. So we had to have a discussion about that.



Putting my makeup on.




Aeric had a ring light hanging up that I was just dying to play with so he indulged me in my habit of touching shiny things.

Eventually we got around to actually shooting some stuff so here.

Finally got home from NY. Not that I don't like NY and everything but...I hate that city. I get lost, everything looks the same and there's never any peace or quite.

I shot with 3 pretty epic people and I'm anxiously awaiting my new pictures. I've been without new work for long enough when it's bugging me!
I've been on the hunt for new work.

I got a package in the mail from my always-sweet Silversark for my Monday shoot! I'm psyched, psyched, psyyyyyyyched!

I have a pretty neat shoot soon! Setting up the specifics right now but it's gonna be great.

The fantastic RedRum_Collaboration came to play on Monday! And we dragged Christine into the mix.

It was a glorious and gorgeous time but unfortunately I can't show you all the pics :( I think they may be published in an e-zine and they'll be a surprise!

But! I leave you with the fruits of my labor with KollinBliss back in December!


An air of scandal.


An air of innocence.

I've finally arrived back home after my week in Ohio and it was quite a week.

I spent a ton of time with Audrey and Sarah, two of my most intimate friends in the world. It makes me realize exactly how much we need to cherish the friends that we have in our lives. Treat them as equals, treat them as the sisters and brothers who finally began to appear in our lives to hold us up and keep us tight in their thoughts. Our friends, our best friends, are the ones who are going to bear us when the weight of our problems becomes something that we need more than just a mom and dad for.

I bought some new shoot-like clothes while I was out there, one outfit which I'll wear tomorrow for my next shoot. I'm psyched to finally wear something black and white, I've been such a color burst and this outfit reminds me of pin-up, of something epically different.

So! Whose excited this week? Why?